Lonely

So I am always go go go and typically there is always someone else that I need to do something for (but I'm not complaining thats just part of being a parent).  Tonight I have the opportunity of time all to myself, cable, and internet.  I can do things when I want to do them, watch what I want to watch and actually have some privacy.  This is because I am currently staying in a hotel in downtown Des Moines.  I am here because tomorrow I am a going to be a vendor ("Vending" Architecture services) at a Senior Living Conference and had to set up our booth tonight.  (On a side note I actually was able to use my sewing skills for the set up....)  I should be reveling in the time to myself lonely and wishing that I was at home with all the craziness.  Life can be kinda funny